why are you so lost sweetie

by bela

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1.	vicious pure (demo) 02:02	info	buy track
2.	mercy 03:52	info	buy track
3.	970968 harp 01:57	info	buy track
4.	never be sick in my arms again... 01:30	info	buy track
5.	HNY, AM10:45 00:59	info	buy track
6.	all words shall fail crossing this river 03:28	info	buy track
7.	nothing really changes 02:16	info	buy track
8.	rotating lamp music 03:15	info	buy track
9.	hid (harp) 02:22	info	buy track
10.	piano hopes 02:39	info	buy track

about

Huge thanks to Caleb M.

<3,
b

a collection of songs to collect my heart

this is a series of journals from winter of 2018 to spring of 2019.

i joined south korean military service in aug 2017. it is mandatory for souls born with male bodies and i had had lost my will to fight against it. i wanted it finished as early as possible, as the term of servitude was nearly 2 years long. partly because the slow crescendo of family pressure had choked me, and i hate being chased.

in the base, i wasn't allowed to keep my mobile phone, i wasn't allowed to keep my laptop. i had 5 shared public pcs that would log out every 2 hours, with 55 other people in the queue. i figured, "i could make something of it?"

since then, i started making little midi sketches using onlinesequencer.net, recorded them using an online audio recorder service, mixed using a freeware program.
my favorite in the online sequencer is a "concert harp" instrument.

all because we humans of the early 21st century are too confused by what's going on.

buy them if you miss me,
bela <3

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released December 3, 2019

all tracks written by bela

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bela Berlin, Germany

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